Since losing Annabelle, my relationship with people in general has changed. For some people, I have more empathy and for others, no time. I'd like to say its a selfless thing, the empathy. The grief has made me more aware of other people's journeys and so I try to be more understanding. However, there are people I have no time for and I think that has a more selfish twist to it. It has to do with their relationship with Annabelle or what I perceive is their relationship with her - what they have shown or told me. I have all the time in the world and have a continued relationship with those people who remember Annabelle, who listened to me talk of Annabelle and those who were there for me at, I guess, in "my time of need". They didn't fade away over the two years and have been almost a constant through this time. Grief has also made me cherish those people much more and of course, Daddy and Jema.
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